<$LoVe Is DeAd$>

Monday, December 22, 2008

argh!! I hate DECEMBER!!

well my last post that i did published is half a year ago lol dman long le anyway it not that i hate december or christmas or anything it just too busy and worrying everyday about my sales that its really giving me a headache that last time i got a off day is 3 weeks ago lol working straight for 21 days i sometimes really wonder if im a workaholic really even taht im really damn lazy sometimes lol i can be so freaking lazy that i dun turn up for work for a few days or so freaking hardworking that i dont off for 3 weeks lol i really wonder.. abyway im not as lazy since i got in to taka too busy and worrying to take any offs i hate the feeling of losing =P well maybe i got into a much more competitive enviroment so my mindset also changed i wont take off for no reasons 15mins lunchbreak and keep worrying about my sales and maintaining the no.1 sales sheesh... really stressful keep dreaming about work and thinking about it b4 i slp damn... really hope i get out of this line soon... i just have to wait.. once i reach my target bye bye best denki!! the next time i walk in i'll be the customer le =P lol
this 2 months is a pretty confusing period for me.. i really wonder if my heart is really dead le im sry tat i cant return the feeling uve for me cos i really dunno wat im thinking other than my work now.. my heart really seems to be filled with work and work.. other things... i just dun seems to care maybe im just too selfish i care too much about myself and my work to care about anyone else im not playing any games with u i just thought u'll be happier if we just remain as friends?

love is dead at [3:20 AM]

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