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Saturday, September 30, 2006

deep in a shithole

hmm... skipped blogging for a while now... been really troubled... sometimes u can't solve probs alone u just miss the whole picture thats where friends come in to help u understand the pirture in clearer detail so u won't get stuck in ur own stupid ideas but... something are just better left unsaid.. things are just so fan... wasn't been able to slp properly for quite a while le not even yesterday when finishing 1 bottle of chivas at bengs house with nut and marc.. somethings can never be solved.. sometimes its just not ur place to interfere.. everything is going horribly wrong nothing has been said nothing has been done everything has happened everything u have dread is coming back.. haunting... things are better left unsaid

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alot of things is meant to be like.. how long 2 persons can stay together without tearing each other apart.
just get on with ur lifes and go out... why??? why won't u let go??? wats the use?? does possesing something gives u satisfaction??? WHY??? sometimes... Its meant to be,
sometimes no happiness can be found when everything is dead
i hope both of u can come to ur senses and act ur age..
i know u may never read this... but i hope one day u'll understand... im in no position to interfer just hope u'll do the right thing..

love is dead at [9:44 PM]

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

THAiLAND!

well im writing this in thailand now lol using chukiat's com.. this is the 7th day in thailand and its been 1 hell of a trip so far enjoying everyday and sadly the shopping 2 damn i've done my shopping for new clothes for the past few years man lol i really bought alot of clothes nv bought so much things in my life so far but wat the hell its cheap and gd so i won't give a damn lol

the 1st night i arrive at the airport at around 11pm thai's time which is 12midnight sg time wasn't able to do much then chukiat and his second bro fetxhed us fro the airport in some sort of 10 seater van ba went to eat supper at a chinese resturant oreder tons and tons of dim sum its really damn cheap lar think is only 1sgd per plate or less i forgot the ba kuet tejh is also dam nice and so far all the food in thailand is damn nice lol frinish the meal with mountains of dimsum and got back to chkiats place omg the place is damn big 6 floors with every floor the around the 8-10 times the size of my house ba think im kidding?? think again:P well the 1st floor of the house is for section into 3 offices 1 third of it is for machinery running throught supposelly 24hrs multiple rooms for storing goods abd 1 room for dining oh ya when i said room his 1 room is equal to about a 5 room flat u can imagine:P his second floor is joined to the 1st so basically the 1st floor is double the height of a normal floor next is the third floor where tons of sewing machines is located and wokers working in the day only the 4th floor well nothing much there i havent got time to explore it we stayed at the 5th floor around half of the level is under renovation and we staying at the other half well its really big enough chukiat's nig bro lives on the 6th with his wife and daughter yingying lol she very cute sia very chubby cheeks hahhaha looks abit jap oh ya don't get me wrong she is just 1 or 2 yo nia lol jill told me they might be uilding a soccer court at the third lvl sia omg i;ve nv went up the 6th lvl b4 well visit it b4 i leave thai:p
didn't do much on the 1st day just bath and try to slp well we didn't get to slp until like 4am man and we woke up at 10 actually we suppose to wake up at 9 lol welll thats all for the 1dst day im lazy to type le coninue next time:P

love is dead at [1:20 AM]

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