Monday, May 22, 2006
a question
wats the most precious things in the world??????
any1 knows the answer???
lol
love is dead at [4:12 AM]
:P
somethings in life just don't change but somethings do...
sometimes i wonder wat will happen if i've made a different decision?
a much less logical one.. without any considerations??
thinkingn back.. i don't regret the choices i've made but in the process i might have some ppl.. the decisions i've made wasn't always right..
im a selfish person really..lol
wanna know my other bad pts?
theres too much to list:P
love is dead at [3:55 AM]
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
IMM Giant
Was working at IMM yesterday night from 10pm to 7 am really damn tired sia… then have to go to sch straight… really tired in class sia… lol then went home slp till 8pm lol
The job was ok actually but the pay abit sux la… and the really frustrating thing is that being paid the same amount of money as the others parttimers u have to do their damn work for them! All they do the whole night is sitting out and doin nothing and smoking damn it sia those bloody ppl know wat is call working anotz
At 1st we are dispatched to different sections well im at home furnishings with rek yuan teckie and wan cai well we finish up at around 4am then we have to go over and help the other sections well won’t really complain anything if the guys at the other sections are doing their JOB! Darn those pigs..
love is dead at [11:11 PM]
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Monday, May 15, 2006
i can't slp....
another slpless night... just can't get any wink of slp afte 2 hrs roling on the bed....
The Forsaken(extract)
The peace which other seek they find;The heaviest storms not longet last;Heaven grants even to the guiltiest mindAn amnesty for what is past;When will my sentence be reversed?I only pray to know the worst;And wish as if my heart would burst......by:William Wordsworth.the higher the hopes the greater the disappointment... lol...
so rare is the peace that they finda peace that brings tranquility to the mindsuch a gift i will nv havetowards the ocean i will seek.For the bleakness in my heartseeks the open seasa wave so strong
it'll wash the doubts
into the sea i sail far & nigh
on the vessel i belong.....
understanding is the key to the heart... do u understand???
love is dead at [4:46 AM]
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Friday, May 12, 2006
vesak day
finally got some mood to update abit le lol
pretty boring the past few dayz nothing much to do except going sch and going home ba..
sianz..
dunno wanna go out anot lehz today... very pack sia.... sure alot of ppl de.. sianz....
confusion in ur mind, disorientation of ur thoughts..
torn between choices..
breaking away..
reality..
lost...
love is dead at [1:39 PM]
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
hiya
lazy to write anything the last few days sia... quite tired got alot of things to do sia... today really tired.. oh ya watch daisy on sun ok la very interesting show lol feeling quite frustrated these few days... mentally quite tired... alot of things have to do sia.... plan this plan that.. went for job interview... i think im gonna burn my weekends with work... then i won't have anymore spare time le.. hmm... wat to do?? not really sure if i wanna get back to work again lehz...
love is dead at [6:54 PM]
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
its over..
well my birthday is offically over in singapore le lol thanks every1:P im at the door steps of adulthood le.. well hope i won't age so soon im still young lorz:P hahhahaha
love is dead at [12:55 AM]
Finz
30th may
ok woke up at 9pm++ was late sia.. luckily they chage to 11 pm le quite tired... meet yuan and buddha at coffeeshop then hop on the bus to orchard with rek and nut.. took a cab to finz don les and marc already there le and micheal vincent lol alot of ppl that day sia.. i just reachh kanna by don le drink chivas from the bottle for dunno how many seconds sia.. then have to ta 1 glass with each of them can die sia... then once the clock struck 12 yvonne and amelia sang a duet birthday song for me lol chinese english japalang mix together thats the longest birthday song for me sia... lol that night we open bottle 3 chivas 2 tequila and a bunch of beers lol drink till siao nut was drunk sia lol oh ya winston is a devil!! i won't dare to drink with him he siao kia la drink liquor like drink water like that crazy lol finally dragg nut home at around 4++ pei yuan home then reach home at 5++ damn tired.... lol
love is dead at [12:31 AM]
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Monday, May 01, 2006
chalet
day 1 28th Apr
went for chalet on fri and just got back yesterday lol overall the chalet was quite fun just that i got wasted on the 1st night where marc don les really out to kill me sia... lol well we check in on friday at 3pm we met at sheng siong at 10am to buy food sianz sia only me rek and yuan nia anyway teck came to pick us up and send us to the chalet then we check in and bring all the food in.. clean up the place and start to rot abit b4 starting to prepare the bbq.. the gers came at 6++ phy eve yvonne we started the bbq when shaowei yijun arrive oh ya i don't knwo when weijuan arrive also lol anyway all start to rech le theres yiwei peiyu junjie.. buddha nut and ivy arrived rather late and kai came at 4++ thats wat i heard la cos i don't really remember wat time i woke up lol marc they all reach at around 11 and they boughgt 1 bottle of chivas damn... and its only for me only.. dead sia.. i only finished about half a bottle b4 they let me off for that night and save it on my actual bday.. siao liao...lots of liquor that nigght 1 chivas tequila and vodka and beer lol lots of ppl really got wasted sia.. lol i went up to rest after that half a bottle sia... if i continue to stay below i think i will lie there KO sia... lol weijuan and peiyu was upstairs lol talk abit play kanna tickle also lol peiyu fell off the bed a few times sia.. think i woke up at around 4 sia to check things out i went down stairs nut KO on the floor le then kai was here marc was throwing up lol and nut actually threw up inside the chalet sia lol i was told about that the next morning LOL buddha and ivy cleaned up the mess
day 2 29th Apr
i can't really remember day 2 sia...ermz... woke up.. i can't remember how i woke up de.. think i went downstairs alot of ppl left le sia left a few ppl nia then went upstaris play cards tok cok then play around gangbang nut lol then i went to bath and wash up brush teeth basket nut don wanna bath he stinks sia.. lol untill finally he buay tahan he go bath le oh ya he actaully fixed up the toilet lol every1 will be gratefull to him for that hmm... oh ya a bunch of gers checked in that day b4 that a guy deliver a damn big cake next door but they haven't check in yet so we was talking to the guy sia.. he told us the birthday ger name is sharon 21 yrs old then we was talking to the few gers that came to collect the cake and know that they having birthday party that night around 30 ppl lol i think they gonna eat up our place also lol we slack around tok cok the went to rent bike and blades cycling aruound then we went to long beach to eat dinner actually wanna eat chilli crabs de but they don't have indonesian crabs le and the sri lanka crabs damn ex lorz.. so in the end didn't order crabs lol we finish eating and went back chalet slack around tok cok they are drinking beer again downstairs so me nut teck junjie i think stayed upstairs playing hearts then they went to cycle i stayed behind tyo look after the place lol
i was too lazy to cycle also;P then yuan they all came back le and chinloon actaully told me he wanna treat me chilli crab!! i abit stun sia.. anyway me and teckie went to buy the crabs come back start bbq again.. drunk some beer and tok cok lorz.. lol oh ya forgot to mention i was cycling free hand la and was smsing then i almost miss the entrance to the chalet so i press the brake cos my right hand was holding my phone and i forgot the left hand brake is front brake so.... i flew!!! whee!! sianz.. got scratch on my phone sia.. the 1st thing i do when i stand up is to check my hp got scratch anot LOL at night we are playing hearts again sia... lol yuan kanna mind torture by chinloon lol really very funny sia... after the game they all went to slp liao so i start the fire again and bbq my cod fish and corn lol went to 7-11 with loon to buy some drinks;p in the end we also went up to catch abit of slp then half way i rn downstairs to slp :P
3rd day 30th Apr
its a rush woke up abit late then g to return the bikes heng buddha help me return le really thanks worz pack up clean up the hop on car ready to go home le but they wanna go kovan filas sales shoping 1st so TRIED to go there but abit lost sia... drive everywhere then in the end went pacpherson road SPC then the stupid car died on us.. the oxidator spoiled sia... tried to get electicity from another car using cable althought can start the engine le la but the car died after ten mins so in the end got a tow truck... went to the worksshop check le but still can't use yet must change oxidator so inthe end the boos dove us out and take bus home.. its almost six i left with a few hours of slp then have to go down Finz le die...
love is dead at [7:40 PM]
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