<$LoVe Is DeAd$>

Monday, November 21, 2005

sianz....

sian... can't slp... (so wats new huh? ) was planning to make my way down to parkway today de.. but in the end can't sianz.. i forgot about the cd sia.. maybe tmr or tue go take le.. sheesh... wat to do... can't slp sia... haiz... lol another person asked me why i don't wanna get a gf today again sia... hmm.. i also dunno junjie got himself another 1 le so why i still single?? hahah tons of answer to that sia.. its neverending if i list them all.. all the benefits of being single.. 1 very gd reason is that i am on a very tight budget nowadays.. im out of work sia... got to keep an eeye on my spendings cut down on smoke( its really a chore) well.. how u expect a broke guy to get a ger right? gd reason? lol feeling damn bored... not really sure about class sia.. SAS really damn cock up... got to reschedule all my classes... kaoz...

love is dead at [2:25 AM]

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

pursuing wat u will never have...

With Ships the Sea was Sprinkled Far and Nigh

With ships the sea was sprinkled far and nigh,
Like stars in heaven, and joyously it showed;
Some lying fast at anchor in the road,
Some veering up and down, one knew not why.
A goodly vessel did I then espy
Come like a giant from a haven broad;
And lustily along the bay she strode,
Her tackling rich, and of apparel high.
The ship was nought to me, nor I to her,
Yet I pursued her with a lover's look;
This ship to all the rest did I prefer:
When will she turn, and whither?
She will brookNo tarrying;
where she comes the winds must stir:
On went she, and due north her journey took..

love is dead at [1:50 AM]

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

sianz...

sianz... at sch nothing to do sia... wating for time to pass... damn bored... hmm... really haveing amnesia these few days... can hardly slp more than a few hrs sia... quite surprised woprz...these two days always on time for sch... lol damn bored now anyway.... stuck in the library having nothing to do is not something fun to do... anyway got kicked out of computer control class sia... basket lecturer... now have to wait for MEK pract... damn sianz... got to go with a bunch of guys i don't know.. nvm just for this 1 stupid module.. its my own damn nerve getting myself debarred from the last class sia.. but hey that lectuer's attitude really sux man can't blame me=P
really got to think of something to cure my amnesia sia.. can't keepon losing slp this way.. i'll die!!! keep on waking up in the middle of the night like quite a few times sia... can't get into slp soundly worz...

love is dead at [8:55 AM]

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

end of work... start of sch...

sianz... start of sch le.... boring dao siao... work was ok... just damn boring in the children section ok la... made some friends there the supervisor quite ok to me can tok cock with her maybe becos she around my age also ba.. bought a cd yesterday-my last day of work.. got to know the sales ger also;p maybe can visit all of them when i go down to take my cd next week ba.... sianz.. can't slp sia.. having amnesia... sianz... missed sch today anyway... have to go later.. haiz.... cashflow is tight nowaday.. hope my pay will come out asap.. got to find a partime job during sch term worz... sianz....

love is dead at [4:46 AM]

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