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Friday, June 24, 2005

Initial D

watched initial D today not bad quite a nice movie.. but i still prefer the anime sia.. the movie jut don't have that much depth.. nevertheless still a nice movie at least its worth the 8 bucks i've paid for it ;p

boring day.. skipped sch agian.. sianz.. gotto kick that habit le.. im using up all my annual leave in the 1st term le lehz... haiz...

my time table is really screwed tmr... sianz.. dunno wat to do tmr.. have to skip lessons half way for mek haiz.. but if i can tahan throght the next two weeks i'll be fine le worz.. dunno if i can handle it anotz... haiz... bastard ying... vice director my ass....

very sianz.. somethings troubling me.. haiz..
anyway gotto work at lot 1 tmr.. even more sianz... promoting ladies clothes.. this part is ok.. quite used to it already.. just gonna miss my tv show sianz... think not going to slp le.. later cannot wake up liaoz.. haiz....

love is dead at [4:39 AM]

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Monday, June 20, 2005

bored..

finally got the energy to post something le.. so tired this week.. just had a mass bday celerbarting on fri.. damn tire.. lost 2 days of slp... sheesh.. went to work at bugis today... damn boring sia!! wats the use of being a promoter when there is no1 to promote ur products to?? sianz.. ran off to biao char bo with the guys halfway.. not very long.. went back to my "gaurd duty" again.. sianz..

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

a sad quote for a friend.. by herman hesse
maybe not just 1..
letting go takes courage..
courage gives u strength..

love is dead at [3:06 AM]

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

happiness?

There are as many nights as days,
and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course.
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness,
and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

wats the meaning of happiness?
is it defined?
if there aren't any sadness in the world would u ever know that u are happy?
its ironic..
people strives towards a world of happiness and religions tells u that once u are dead(yes ten feet underground.. RIP) u enter a world of happiness with watever god u wan to be with.. but are u truely happy? is there happiness in a worldd where sadnesss nv exists? a boring world aint it? quantity cheapens.. would u treasure the happiness u have when there is no sadness? hmm... this links to relationships... every1 wans a happy ever after relationships which only exist in ur own pitiful imagination.. sometimes when a r/s gets sour u tend to forget.. why u like her/him in the first place? love really blinds.. u'll only see wats happening.. the past is always forgotten.. u'll nv remember the gd when u're angry.. that sux... hmm.. talk too much le;p better go slp liaoz...

love is dead at [5:31 AM]

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

sianz..

working again this weekend.. non stop... sianz.. ya i know ger.. i shouldn't work so much buit wat choice do i have? i have to save up for a rainy day mahz.. beside i think im draining my reserve too quickly.. gonna work at parkway tmr.. sianz.. so far.. ger got to catch up with u sometime worz.. been so long le..;p got to know about some interesting things;p
lol 1 very funny thing van offered me a matchmaking session(not those kind u saw on tv but it really seems like matchmaking to me!) yesterday night hahaha am i that unwanted???!!! sheesh.. maybe i should go on discount sia.. then some1 might buy;p ok i'll go to her if im at my wits end and ONLY when i felt that single is getting boring;p but now it still rawks;p hmm.. but the person she introing doesn't seems bad... wahahahah

love is dead at [4:02 AM]

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

work.. work.. and more work...

sianz.. got to go work later sia... tire... work from 8 to 4 at suntec then 6 to 11 at sembawang lehz.. can kill sia... its a very tiring week end... wat choice do i have? i wan the money mahz.. sianz.. really wanna change hp le sia.. but if i really buy it i'll be a very poor guy for a very long time worz... sianz.. and more sianz... haiz.. still decideing... should i buy it? hmm... my current hp sux.. and my plan sux even more! its a 4++ yrs plan le.. singtel classic it really become a classic le siaz... haiz...
top priority - money/work
2nd - studies
3rd - dunno anything goes ba didn't think that much now...
going bath le... have to go soon...

love is dead at [5:58 AM]

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

tire.. tire.. tire...

really tire sia.. 6 straight hours of gaming wor... can blind my eyes worz.. really bad for ur eyes horz.. kids cannot learn horz.. really tire.. find my bed so seductive worz.. let me choose between women and bed now i'll take the later 1.. men... but don't think i can lie down sia.. got to go sch le... will die sia... sianzx.. i don't wan go sch sia... but no choice i HAVE to go... i just remembered i still got alot of things not done yet sia.. haiz.. have to settle everything first be4 i can rest comfortablely at home worz... sianz... right now.. i have to keep awkae.. i can't afford to slp sia.. lol maybe go back maple again.. that is 1 crazy thought worz.. im going crazy from the lack of slp sia..

love is dead at [11:43 AM]

maple..

met tyhe guys yesterday night and ken.. tired.. sia.. played maple till now worz..
very very very tire.. but.. i still have to go sch lar... cannot don't go le... been absent for 2 days le.. my timetable still not submited yet.. haiz.. have to submit no matter wat today... can't let it drag on... taking a break now... think im gonna go back play le.. lvled 5 times in 1 night think not bad ba..

love is dead at [8:07 AM]

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

lol

well this is the start of a new blog sia.. one blog that.. finally i open up for every1 to have a look.. hmm.. skipped sch today sia lol nothing to do there also.. my timetable is still not done wa kaoz.. really have to hand it in tmr le lar.. or this sem i die le.. played maple just now.. still as boring as always.. played as warrior aiming to be spearmen.. sianz..

life is such a pain..
money is a pain... (im really getting broke with so much money holded upstairs..)
don't even have money to pay for my bike.. sianz...
gers are even more of a pain esp with all those rumours flying all over the place..
some1 asked me why am i single today..
well.. wats wrong with being single?
i've been single for so long le and i still enjoy it lehz.. hahaha
lonliness? maybe but i got my own things to deal with lol
better go slp le later can't wake up again.. sianz...

love is dead at [6:49 PM]

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