<$LoVe Is DeAd$>

Thursday, January 22, 2009

boring..

freaking bored!!! now kanna trap in raffles raffles hospital damn sianz sia... any suggestion to do?

love is dead at [4:22 PM]

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Monday, December 22, 2008

argh!! I hate DECEMBER!!

well my last post that i did published is half a year ago lol dman long le anyway it not that i hate december or christmas or anything it just too busy and worrying everyday about my sales that its really giving me a headache that last time i got a off day is 3 weeks ago lol working straight for 21 days i sometimes really wonder if im a workaholic really even taht im really damn lazy sometimes lol i can be so freaking lazy that i dun turn up for work for a few days or so freaking hardworking that i dont off for 3 weeks lol i really wonder.. abyway im not as lazy since i got in to taka too busy and worrying to take any offs i hate the feeling of losing =P well maybe i got into a much more competitive enviroment so my mindset also changed i wont take off for no reasons 15mins lunchbreak and keep worrying about my sales and maintaining the no.1 sales sheesh... really stressful keep dreaming about work and thinking about it b4 i slp damn... really hope i get out of this line soon... i just have to wait.. once i reach my target bye bye best denki!! the next time i walk in i'll be the customer le =P lol
this 2 months is a pretty confusing period for me.. i really wonder if my heart is really dead le im sry tat i cant return the feeling uve for me cos i really dunno wat im thinking other than my work now.. my heart really seems to be filled with work and work.. other things... i just dun seems to care maybe im just too selfish i care too much about myself and my work to care about anyone else im not playing any games with u i just thought u'll be happier if we just remain as friends?

love is dead at [3:20 AM]

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

IM FREE!! from my abusive work!! LOL

whao im finally free from the midnight sales from taka le its damn tiring la working 15 hrs(9am to 12 midnight) for 4 consercutive days lorz(actually i only work for 3 cos last day im late lol) this is abusing us both physically and mentally sia i only slept for less than 5 hrs each day lehz and thats taking away 1 of lifes most cheap(its free!) creative(dreams) and satisfying experience =) ya im haunted by my work in my dreams sia and keep waking up wondering if its time 4 work le lol and the freaking morning crowd is crazy man if im the customers i would have nv q up 3 hrs at 7am to buy a stupid fan sia lol and most if not all of the morning corwd is looking for the promotional items i dun get to sell a single shaver till the afternoon sia damn... but still i have to catch any customer i can at the very least we still won in terms of value even thought we lack in quantity but we make up in terms of quality =P well philips got extra help 2 more promoter frm other outlets =P best only also hired some help for popcorns and candy floss lol and these 2 gers giving out bollons lol and i keep stealing sweets frm one of them rebecca i think lol everytime she gave out sweets using tat basket i bound to reach in and grab a couple lol but i really did gave out some to the others lorz lol oh ya sat when kangrui drove wansheng to pick up wanqing and me wq mention about those 2 gers and told me about her shoes lol it kinda give me an image of the little ger who sells match sticks? =P lol overall she is a cute and nice ger la and she gave me sweets frm her own pocket when she walks around with balloons instead of the sweets basket thanks alot! lol otherwise i would be stoning sia without these little perks =) i'll buy u a pack next time i see u=P heard her mom is 1 of the staff but i dunno who la ive been in taka like lesss than a month? lol still not quite used to the work here its very hectic and pretty tense cant eat snake or anything sia lol this midnight sales really eat up all our energy sia 1st day is still ok 2nd day i can stil manage 3rd day im almost a goner sia dun really talk much le and stoning some of the time imagine walking and talking for 15hrs with less than 15mins for lunch and dinner its soemthing that i can tahan for more then 4 days sia luckyily the last day is abit relax le oh ya during these few days i realy have my fill of popcorns and candy floss le lol keep couping coupons from the cashiers lol overall this midnight sales is really tiring luckily i rejected rek going fishing on sat or i would have died there 100% garantee plus chop with 1 year warrenty! but sales is pretty gd and learned soemthings from ah goh so its still rewarding =) gotta study 4 my exams le im left with less than 2 weeks =(

love is dead at [9:44 PM]

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Friday, May 30, 2008

bummer

wa... sianz... damn bored overslpet today AGAIN nv work today sianz... so many days nv work le think my pay gonna sux next mth lorz.. damn.... hmm.. loon jio go club tmr lehz.. but dun really feel like going been abit sick of clubbbing recently but i also nv go for very long le its kinda like the feeling of going is being forgotten le ba... lol or maybe ive GROWN UP???!!!! damn... it'll be such a disaster lol thers 1 thing that ive learn so far in my 20 odd yrs of life is tat rowing up is a pretty nasty thing to happen cos u'll suddenly miss out all the mindless crappy lame shit life which u used to enjoy lol once u get past that phrase its pretty hard to turn things around and go back to the mindless shity carefree life =)
oh gosh back to work tmr im sure im gonna get so screwed if i dun report to work tmr =P

Someday, somewhere, somehow, me... and you..

love is dead at [12:29 AM]

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

sianz...

damn long nv wrote anything here le sia lol im also not quite sure how long its been
anyway life is quite gd now enjoying a plain life of work sch eat and slp=P damn sianz... nothing much has happen just got transferred to Ngee ann city lately so now working in town area damn sianz lorz no place to sit in the bus lol haiz..

oh ya a word to a friend i just got to know
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go"
holding on is just an option soemtimes letting go is a bigger step
a question for u
why hold on and wait for that single possibility when u can let go and have a hundred thousand possibility?
hmm.. dun think she will get to read this entry also la but still all the best =)
The heart has reasons that reason does not understand

AmOr ViNcIt OmNiA

love is dead at [2:03 AM]

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

the worse day of my life and its not about to end...

love is dead at [2:23 AM]

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

end of 2007

its the end of 2007... it took me a while to post this entry... lets recap.. i haven't graduated and im still woring in braun hmm.. sounds familiar?? well it shld be as this is wat my life is in 2006!! nthing has changed for me in 2007 time seems to have come to a stop.. ive gained nothing last year and lost more than i caould afford.. seems to have lost everything.. 2007 is nt a gd year 4 me.. sometimes i wish i could forget 2007.. losing much more than i gained i almost lost myself too.. the start of 2008 aint 2 great either probs at work and thats 2 hrs b4 the countdown to 2008 its maddening well at least the count down was spent peacefully was suppose to meet the gang at yuan's house but they changed the location and i wasn't informed.. well too bad then wanted to take a cab down but in the end forget it.. i dun wanna spend the countdown chasing and rushing for something why not take a quiet moment sit down thinking back on 2007 wat u did wat u didn't and wat u should have done.. its a peaceful moment dispite the countdown and cheering of a group of ppl nearby =)

thinking of the gang yah towards the end of 07 i seems to be in a MIA status sry about that but work and sch takes my priority nw a steady income concerns my survival..

love is dead at [3:22 AM]

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